‘Cause I destined...

Time is swinging, like the way it do,

Black turning grey, like the way it go,

Moment by moment, time by time,

I, getting older, rejuvenating me mild,

Black turning white,

Shadowing some light,

Shining the aura, that turning bright,

Catch up some words on another height,

Know the time passing and it will,

The more I hold up, it will go out of my will,

Saga of time,

People changing into dime,

I’m running along but feeling out of league,

If I shouldn’t run faster, will fell in another creek,

So, I wind up, along with time,

Chasing a new year like penny or dime,

Know, year will welcome and it will,

‘cause I destined for my will…

I dreamt of heaven...

I dreamt of heaven or heaven of dreams,

The land was misty, foggy and out of gleam,

I was roaming out with my pity emotions,

No one was watching me with little devotion,

I was tired, lost in my old myth,

The heaven would plenty of happiness, joy and gist,

But my dreams throbbed, threatened and thrilled,

Leaved everything alone, all emotions were killed,

I was jealous, envy of my own,

Cursing myself for getting me born,

Whole life, I was searching for heaven of my own,

Through out the journey, I missed every call,

I was roaming out with my pity emotions,

But no one was watching me with little devotion,

The land was misty, foggy and out of gleam,

I dreamt of heaven or heaven of dreams… 

I am shouting, yelling...

I am shouting, yelling so many things,

But dunno wanta hurt you with my wings,

I’m yelling ‘cause I cared for you,

Wanted to fly along with you,

I never was alone, neither will I,

‘cause I know, you’ll here forever,

Never wanta hurt you with my words ever,

But I know, I did always and ever,

It wasn’t intentional, neither it will,

I just cared for you, that’s why go out of my will,

I am shouting, yelling so many things,

But dunno wanta hurt you with my wings,

I like you, love you for whatever you are,

Might angry with me, but never would so far,

I would come out with a blushing smile,

And then will walk for another mile,

I shouted, yelled so many things,

But dunno wanta hurt you with my wings…

My fire of words, is turning bold…

Why, I’m burning like a coal, why breathing is tough,

Fire ignited my body n’ soul, why am I hounding for love,

I’m killing emotions, chopping thy heart in pieces with cold,

Then, why life’s smiling at me? Showering the blessing so bold,

A soulless fire is burning my soul, killing my body, turning me coal,

Choking my breathing, letting me lost in whole,

I’m bad, bitter, my heart is cold,

Ego of hunger and lust, letting me sold,

I’m shouting, scolding, my blood turning cold,

My fire of words, is becoming thy bold,

I’m killing emotions, chopping thy heart in pieces with cold,

Why life’s smiling, showering blessing with bold,

Fire ignited my body n’ soul, then why am I hounding for life and soul,

I’m turning black, breaths are burning like a coal,

Ego of hunger and lust, letting my soul sold,

My fire of words, is turning bold…

Relations...word beyond explanation

Relations, a word itself holding the entire definition of love, life and human bonding, etc. however, relationships clearly visible in bad phases and in those raw moments we deal things so piteously. Well! Those are the only moments when relationships are clearly been identified and in those mere moments, we never tries to understand the depth of those mild relationships and we let it down because of ego, arrogance and selfishness.

I cannot able to describe about relationships however in my sense, relationships are build-up on the base of trust, concreted by emotional feather touches and tied with the delicate threads of faith and it always ended to an unexplainable affair of emotions that been played by the souls of human bodies and it’s hardest to describe in plenty words. I have remembered, when I was in my bad phase of learning about relationships and life, an unnamed relation taught me that all relationships are like sand. Hold it loosely with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The tighter you grasp it, the faster it trickles through your fingers however after some bitter experiences that had been given by her, I slowly start learning to see beyond clouds of fake emotions and relations. Although, I know I am not sharpen yet and so will never however as of now, I at least know how to testify everything.

You must be wondering why all of sudden I came out with such thoughts on relationships, well! The thing is that wounds always come out with the lesson of pain and so the thoughts are. We all share same kind of emotional phases in life and sometimes we have to justify relationships in ways and when old good relationships broken down, heart could not able to describe agony and in the meanwhile we forgot those golden memories that were the strength of bonding; pain can be forgotten by shading tears however in the moments of happiness, laughter is foolish to forget.

However, the most important question is that why relationships broke? Are they meant to be broken?

I guess relationships let down because of ego, feelings of envy and malice and those are running in our blood; we never try to see beyond things even we always remembered bitter words instead of remembering golden talks and perhaps in that dilemma, we almost immolate those relationships that were life and left those feelings that were heartbeats sometimes ago.

So, get up and hold the loosen thread of those relation’s that is gradually fading down and tell them about those unwritten feelings and desires that you tuned inside for them and feel the leisured newness in your relationships…

Dilemma of Words...

The world of word is very strange; it can create or destroy anything with just a mere thought or word(s). Although, world is empowered with this new caliber, even understand it’s maturity however sometimes we neglect it and let it down for destruction. Well, it’s clear that practice makes a man perfect and so the word works, it let you empowered with glossary of words and the art of writing impact fully.

You might be wondering why all of sudden I came out with such talks about writing and words, so, the thing is that couple of days ago, suddenly few surprising questions stopped my way and left me wondering why am I writing? However, that’s true that when things shoot at your ego, consciousness came and then you start realizing about the things genuinely. Well, the question was why people write? Are they going to get something from it? Is it a passion or importance? The question was interesting and calibrating because I am also looking for the answer since from ages. Well! I am not succeeded yet however I know some day I would have the answer of why I like writing? The questions put impact on my thoughts and left me searching for the reasons or answers. Although, I know happiness that comes after achieving a write-up is sudden, you don’t have to effort for it because it comes suddenly. Couple of days passed in searching and suddenly a night I felt a strange happiness after completing my recent write-up. It all was sudden however I realized that it was not excluded from outside because it was my own feeling that I might get after writing or achieving something magnificent.

I am penning down a thought for you,

I am getting a pleasing vibe of you,

I don’t know whether my words will go,

But, I know it’ll engrave on your heart though…

No matter, you find me, with my words or not,

My lines will yours forever,

Because I am getting a pleasing vibes of you,

Whenever I am penning down a thought of you…

I feel a strange happiness always whenever I try to communicate with or might try to write something and it’s all sudden. So, I am trying to rooting up the path of happiness with my words, emotions and desires; what about yours…?

We all are corrupted then why this brutal behavior???

We all knows that we all are corrupted even sometimes I felt like it’s almost impossible to survive a single day without corruption. We are soaked in corruption from tip to toe then why we still feel to see corruption free nation? I know some of powerful businesspersons and political leaders have reserved their black money in Swiss Banks but is not Indian money? There are numerous stories, surveys, reports and log sheets related to their bank details including amount as well as their black wealth. But, the question is that what are we trying to show with that to the entire world? Sometimes, I felt like if any survey would considered regarding best corrupt countries then India would be on top of the list because we all know how cheap and corrupt we are…

Every morning, I see new “Anshan” in some village, town, city or state in every newspaper. Sometimes I feel to change this country name into “Anshanindia” means anshan + India because we all become sick of anshans but you tell me is it worth of it? Gandhi ji also has taken this Ahinsa way for Satyagrah but that’s digestible then why not Ramdev? I know Ramdev has some loopholes but why this brutal behavior? Why Laathi charge and tear-gas shots? Why brutal behavior with females? Why should not they carried any female force? Why IPC 144?  And the most horrible, why this action had taken into dark midnight and why people left on the roads like dogs?

Government has given stupid excuses for this brutal behavior however we all knows that Sonia Gandhi Sarkar has scare with this new Anshan. Anna Hazaare had put a mass impact on nation even it was like a new revolution. No matter what kind of personality they are however they are just leading a question against corruption. I want my child to see a corruption free country, where my child can breathe without corruption, no bribes for every single work and so many. I am not taking anyone’s side, I am neither with Ramdev nor with Sonia Gandhi Sarkar, I am just a simple common Indian who wants to see a good corruption free nation only then why should not I support...?

Anyway, I know it’s not the end yet because I can see fire in every eyes and how many Anna Hazaares and Ramdevs this government going to stop? Youth has taken a step ahead now and that day is not far away to see a little less corruption free nation. I know it’s a slow time process however I still believe that going to happen soon. A corruption free nation, a corruption free INDIA…

I Know Her Since From Ages…

I do not know why I felt like this but I think, I know her since from ages. I felt like she is holding my hand; bring me to this unknown world; giving me breathe to live; giving me eyes to see behind the bubbling clouds; holding my finger and teaching me how to walk on difficult paths; giving me lesson to never give up; nourishing my life with her divinity, love and joy; giving me freedom to spread my wings of dreams and fly ahead. Yeah! She is my Mom.

I never ever thought about to write something on this divine, spiritual word, “Maa” because I was not felt capable to write on this. I always felt like there is not any word to complete her aura. She is complete in herself, I always found her next to God. She easily solves any problem. Her presence in my life is like dreams of heaven, full of love and kindness. Her blessing is like a master key for every locked door.

She is a perfect idol for worship however people sometimes neglect it. No matter how much you have own yet however you cannot able to pay her caress, devotion, love and affection. When we were child, we cannot able to live without her but year by year when we getting old, we start forgetting her love, affection even sometimes lied her, get angry on her, shout on her, stop paying attention on her and one day we left her alone; however, still she wanted to forgive our all sins with her simple smile.

I always wondered, why people positioned Mother next to God? Why they call her key of love, forgiveness and happiness because she has the nature of kindness and politeness to forgive everyone. She has a crystal heart that is only know how to forgive. No matter how much you give her pain despite of that she will forgive you with a smile.

I do not know why I start feeling to write about a mother; a mother, who gives you life, breathe, wings, dreams, vision and nature. However, earlier I was not feel myself capable for writing on this divine relation but when you start learning small-small things from her, you start leading your faith; you start believing in yourself because you know that your mom will always be there for supporting you. A mother is always there since from ages in Vedas, Upanishads, Holy Bible and Koran; she is always being supportive for their known or unknown sons. However, sometimes she has to go against all because she is a creator as well as destroyer of the world. So, when she has the ability to gives you wings and power, she also has the rights to get it back if your behavior is wrong or ill mannered; so, if she is letting you out to fly high, always remember, she still have all rights on you to bring you down to earth.

So, go ahead and bring her happiness back in her life; she just need your company and you will be bless by her divinity, love and caress. If she is angry with you, go to her place, hold her hand, beg sorry and show your love, I am sure she will definitely forgive you with a lovely smile. And if you had leaved her because of something stupid, go out and bring her back because it’s the time to confess all your sins, I am damn sure, she will definitely forgive you and hug you tightly.

Mom, I just try to show my affection with my words, I neither have any issue nor will have; you’re always being loving and caring to me. I know I am getting old day by day but for you, I will always be a child of a year old, so, please never leave me alone. Well! You are a wonderful human being, a loving, kindhearted person and a wonderful mom. So, a great thank you for giving me life, to explore, what are life, love, relations, emotions, and feelings. I love you Maa (Mom) always… :)

5 min. Social Networking...???

Internet become our part of life; it’s seems like we become habitual of social networking. If sometimes we cannot able to do tweeting, facebooking or something else, we usually felt helpless. Some of Internet experts say that social networking is like an addiction, as like drugs and in between that we cross the fragility. And because of that we start going beyond the limit, even though that humiliates us or vice verse sometimes however we would not bother about it most of the time.

Social networking was started for social causes not for flooding your thoughts onto someone’s mind or heart. People usually found social networking easy perhaps because of user-friendly interface and attractive graphics however the human faces become pale in the race of time. The relations start fading because of plenty of time; although, time is running on the same time frame without any changes. People start loosing their love and relations, which was somewhere beneath in personal interactions.

I am not against of social network, even much supportive in the sense of just social networking. I am also from the same league of ordinary gentlemen/women, who become part of this league however it’s not seems like social networking at all possibly because we have start flooding our thoughts onto someone’s mind. Sometimes, that humiliates other(s) and sometimes betrayed by others but that’s all the phase of your interaction towards entire world.

Social networking is the part of worldwide interaction platform despite of that people had changed the entire meaning of social networking. They start putting their usual stuffs on web, even, start bothering about others in the way of interfering personal life. Nevertheless, the biggest impact of social networking can be seeing in teenager’s life especially in children. Even, in several surveys which are publish on web, newspapers and magazines says that number of kids who are below then 13 years has have social networking accounts/profiles. Number of scammers, sex abusers and imposters are also become interested because of the children accessibility on social networking websites. So, we have to be secure of our privacy and liberty.

I am not telling you to stop social networking; just put it into the frame of time and life limit. Start interacting with your family and friends face to face. We already start loosing interest in personal interactions, get-together, jamming sessions, hanging with family and friends.

So, come out of it for a while; start enjoying the real essence of being human except becoming machine; play around the world not inside the world of web; lets breathe without social networking sometimes. 

Let Your Heart Breath In Music...

Yester night, I was listening a song like the way I every night do and suddenly a thought popped-up in my mind, “Why we like music”? It’s hard to believe that we fall in love with music ages ago. Some songs deeply impact on us and some not however that’s all depends on our up-bringing atmosphere.

Music is a divine feeling to observe; to enroll in your heart; to start flowing with it and let everything speak in this divine language. Some of them put impact and some not however that’s all depends on our born and brought up atmosphere. Let me give you an example of my own:

I belong to an Indian family; my childhood was greatly filled by Hindi movies and folk songs. Slowly-slowly I start liking those beats of music and they found a pretty good space in my heart even though I still remember those childhood days in which I used to sing number of songs because that Music love was in me. For me, Music is like divinity in which whole world can come across without saying anything; Music is like endless journey of love; a joy which comes straight from heart; a language which don’t have words to hurt anyone.

Few days ago, I was wondering that how I start loving all kind of music because I was just stick to my own favorite collection of singers and I have not thought to changed it too perhaps that was destined to be done like that. I still remember, I was fond of Hindi music; I used to be a music lover and a day suddenly my life drastically changed into something else. It was turning into something more divine, more soothing to live and let myself flow. I saw a singer on television with long hairs, which start taking my breath away. I cannot able to control my goosebump pumping up and making me stunned to listen that song. He was none other then Michael Jackson, singing Earth Song. The aura of that legend was speechless, the “special light” that was touching my heart straightaway and I cannot able to control my soul to let myself flow. Those two or three minutes had changed my entire world of music even though I did not know why I start searching about Michael Jackson’s that song which I did not remember the lyrics or title of the song perhaps that touch my heart and possibly created space too. On another moment, I tried to listen all possible songs sang by Michael Jackson. Some of them I found good and some of worst at first but later on, slowly-slowly, those songs put impact on my heart and created their own space that led me to another world of Music. 

Music has so many languages, many genres, many thoughts, many faces but that’s all speaking a single language “LOVE”. Some kind of music will take little time to reach deep inside your heart but it will definitely create space in your heart unless you have to open the gate of love. I start enjoying every kind of music from Rolling Stones to Bheemsen Jhoshi, Eminem to Kenny G, MLTR to Megadeth, Norah Jones to Metallica. I try to touch my soul with the help of music and let myself feel free. I am not telling you to go and listen everything which I had text above despite of let yourself enjoy every beat of Music and let yourself fly freely in love. Listen whatever you like but let yourself free to listen something else too, I sure that will create another world of love in your heart and let yourself live this music love more deeply with more enthusiasm.

So, go out, find out your deep music love and let yourself fly with it…

Am I Living My Dad’s Dream?

Everyday, I thought to write something. Something, which would lead a new world for me or everyone whoever is around me. Everyday, something popped-up in my mind and I thought “Hey! This is a great idea to start something new” but is it worth of it?

I don’t know where it from, I got those skills of thinking beyond the imagination? Out-lining thoughts? Juggling with words? Puzzle imaginations and seeing beyond the thing that never exist? Sometimes I felt like it’s in my blood, possibly comes from Dad because he used to play with words, see the living and walking imaginative characters which he always thought to use somewhere, someday but he never able to publish anything. He had the influence in his writing even more than that. I love to read his short stories and poems and slowly-slowly he becomes ideal of mine and I think that’s comes from Dad only.

He loves to write, whenever he got time from his busy life. He always tried to utilize it for something productive, something that will give him satisfaction. He always wanted to publish a book. His own imagination and thoughts, which will give someone hopes to see the rays of life, to see the eternal power, to feel his or her own vision and imagination but sometimes life plays a crucial role with some people and then they could not able to see beyond his family and there daily needs. They ended up their life working 9 to 5 (from morning till evening) and the last they will get the basic salary or so, which will nourish their family for a time being. But isn’t that the dream of a person?

Writing something is a like an easier task for me, I usually scribble my thoughts and emotions into words and text somewhere for my own memories but I never ever thought to see publish somewhere. A day, I woke and see my childhood buddy start writing his own articles on some blogs. They are surprisingly good and I haven’t thought he could write that kind of much. He gives me an incredible vibes and courage and I text my life’s first article but I wouldn’t able to publish that yet. It is still taking rest in my diary with dust and wishes; possibly thinking to get publish some day. Writing first article of my life experience was amazing even can’t expressible in few words. After completing my first task, I was on seventh cloud, completely happy and rejoiced with a new love of writing. It’s start empowering me for more thoughts, visions and emotions, which will be scribble down soon some day. Earlier, I used to write Shayaris (Short Poems), why I don’t know? Possibly I love to write those lines or might be it’s my inner passion but when I start writing my first article. The experience was surprisingly amazing, and the most amazing thing was that I haven’t hesitated or scared of writing. I felt that’s in my blood, words become the born power to me and I start juggling with my world of imagination. Words has have it’s own life span, some words gives us a positive vibes and some negative. The whole world is in the context of words, roaming miles by miles. No one can stop words because words never stop waving and it will reach where it is destined.

It’s no matter who is become your ideal, the only thing that matter is that how you grasp the positive or negative vibes from that person. My Dad become my ideal and possibly every child has seen his/her dad as superhero or I should say ideal for them. His positive vibes still pinch me anytime and that leads me to another thought and imagination. Some are good or some worst, so, you have to decide what you going to take right or wrong.

So, let’s start some imaginative, creative things. No matter what you like or not, do those things you love to do and especially those things in which you are damn good. So, I start scribbling down my thoughts in the form of words and start loving my dad more then usual. Thanks for giving me that essence, which will possibly lead my world some day…

Are we willing to see two Suns?

These days newspapers and science magazines are jam packed with the latest solar rumor of two suns. Rumor says that, this will be an extra-ordinary miracle thing that will turn into reality. The days and nights will be rejoices with two suns. I wish it could be happen soon, I mean I personally want to experience that big bang story.

Brad Carter, Senior Lecturer of Physics at the University of Southern Queensland in Australia claimed that the galactic blast could happen before 2012 – or any time over the next million years. The old star Betelgeuse is running out of fuel (the fuel means helium and hydrogen) and start fusing towards Supernova. The explosion will be so bright that even though the star in the Orion constellation is 640 light-years away, it will still turn night into day and appear like there are two suns in the sky for a few weeks. The prediction is that all of this would go down in 2012. That, of course, means that this actually happened 640 years ago, more than 100 years before Columbus sailed the Ocean Blue.

Some people correlate this with doomsday theories linking the supernova to the Mayan calendar’s prediction of an Armageddon in 2012. Some of them start telling/commenting that will be the end of us. Some correlates to the Bible and some others. Thousand people ten thousand thoughts, so, we just need to wait and watch.

Expert says if that would happen, it would be far away from earth and hardly affect us. So, we don’t need to worry about it. When a star goes blast or bang, the first we will observe of it is a rain of tiny particles called neutrinos,’ said Dr Carter. They will flood through the Earth and bizarrely enough, even though the supernova we see visually will light up the night sky, 99% of the energy in the supernova is released in these particles that will come through our bodies and through the Earth with absolutely no harm whatsoever. Betelgeuse is the ninth brightest star in the night sky and the second brightest in the constellation of Orion. Its distinct orange-red color makes it easy to spot in the night sky.

So, we will able to see incredibly beautiful site of the universe and possibly it will soon add into history. I am pretty much excited about it and hoping that Dr. Brad Carter’s wish will come true in coming year and we will able to see two suns. Yes! I am willing to see two suns during the days and night. No matter what will affect us because of that but it will be a millennium’s greatest experience of our life. I am ready for the brightest experience. Are you???

How To Win A Date...

I always juggling around in my thoughts that what is going to matter if I not look good? Educated? Well equipped? Well dressed? What is going to matter if I not behave properly? Speak properly? Is it really going to matter???

People always say “First Impression Is Last Impression” and that make me confused because is it really going to matter? So, the answer is Yes, it’s really matter. Okay! Lets go beyond the concept because I am still trying to configure a theory for the “Impressions”. Your impression is like your persona, what kind of personality you are? How you behave to others? How you speak, gesture, posture? Human eye is an advance High Definition (HD) camera set-up created by God/Cells/Nature and it had an advance system to detect the personality behind the face. It’s not going to matter how cleaned you edged your make-up on your face but you cannot able to cheat eyes. So, when you decided to play with eyes, you have to prepare yourself for that. You have to play, as like they love, you have to dressed well, gesture and posture well and the very important thing is “Behavior”.

Anyway, let me give you an example; Suppose, you are going for a date with a new girl who is just landed in your office couple of days ago. You start liking her from the first day but you could not able to courage to tell her that you like her pretty much. You like her smile; you wanted to spend some time together with her but did not courage to do so. So, there is a chance to let your feelings fly high and you got a pretty good chance to show some courage but never be more personal to her because sometimes overloaded emotions flooded all things, so, don’t rush for it.

Now, you got the approval for the date tonight but are you going without any decided things? If yes then focus on few things:

• Decide a calm and soothing place to hang out (it’s vary people to people, so, find the interest).
• Give her a call or message to remind her for the meeting but don’t rush and show over excitement for the date.
• Reach little early to the venue where you going to meet and show that you are waiting for her but don’t repeat this again and again that “you were waiting for her”.
• Don’t be nervous, be calm and relax.
• Don’t be more personal (physical interactions), she will find her space and she will not felt nervous too.
• Before ordering meal/dishes, better ask for her taste but don’t insist her to order.
• Be well mannered on the table because first impression is the last impression. The well you behave, the well she understands you.
• After meal, try to drop her to her house (if possibly) but don’t force her again and again.
• And last but not the least thing, ask her for a message or call for telling that she reached home safely, regarding the experience of date and how she feels but just in a formal way.

So, go and have a date with which you like most. I hope this impression techniques will work in your life because everyone is getting benefits in every field. So, sharp your edge of Impressions put it on fire and goal. I hope it’s going to work…

Note: If this technique works;

• Don’t rush for dates again and again.
• Give her, her space, freedom and individuality.
• Don’t stick to her every time, let her breath easily and give her.
• Always ready to help her whenever she needed but don’t rush always.