My fire of words, is turning bold…

Why, I’m burning like a coal, why breathing is tough,

Fire ignited my body n’ soul, why am I hounding for love,

I’m killing emotions, chopping thy heart in pieces with cold,

Then, why life’s smiling at me? Showering the blessing so bold,

A soulless fire is burning my soul, killing my body, turning me coal,

Choking my breathing, letting me lost in whole,

I’m bad, bitter, my heart is cold,

Ego of hunger and lust, letting me sold,

I’m shouting, scolding, my blood turning cold,

My fire of words, is becoming thy bold,

I’m killing emotions, chopping thy heart in pieces with cold,

Why life’s smiling, showering blessing with bold,

Fire ignited my body n’ soul, then why am I hounding for life and soul,

I’m turning black, breaths are burning like a coal,

Ego of hunger and lust, letting my soul sold,

My fire of words, is turning bold…

Relations...word beyond explanation

Relations, a word itself holding the entire definition of love, life and human bonding, etc. however, relationships clearly visible in bad phases and in those raw moments we deal things so piteously. Well! Those are the only moments when relationships are clearly been identified and in those mere moments, we never tries to understand the depth of those mild relationships and we let it down because of ego, arrogance and selfishness.

I cannot able to describe about relationships however in my sense, relationships are build-up on the base of trust, concreted by emotional feather touches and tied with the delicate threads of faith and it always ended to an unexplainable affair of emotions that been played by the souls of human bodies and it’s hardest to describe in plenty words. I have remembered, when I was in my bad phase of learning about relationships and life, an unnamed relation taught me that all relationships are like sand. Hold it loosely with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The tighter you grasp it, the faster it trickles through your fingers however after some bitter experiences that had been given by her, I slowly start learning to see beyond clouds of fake emotions and relations. Although, I know I am not sharpen yet and so will never however as of now, I at least know how to testify everything.

You must be wondering why all of sudden I came out with such thoughts on relationships, well! The thing is that wounds always come out with the lesson of pain and so the thoughts are. We all share same kind of emotional phases in life and sometimes we have to justify relationships in ways and when old good relationships broken down, heart could not able to describe agony and in the meanwhile we forgot those golden memories that were the strength of bonding; pain can be forgotten by shading tears however in the moments of happiness, laughter is foolish to forget.

However, the most important question is that why relationships broke? Are they meant to be broken?

I guess relationships let down because of ego, feelings of envy and malice and those are running in our blood; we never try to see beyond things even we always remembered bitter words instead of remembering golden talks and perhaps in that dilemma, we almost immolate those relationships that were life and left those feelings that were heartbeats sometimes ago.

So, get up and hold the loosen thread of those relation’s that is gradually fading down and tell them about those unwritten feelings and desires that you tuned inside for them and feel the leisured newness in your relationships…

Dilemma of Words...

The world of word is very strange; it can create or destroy anything with just a mere thought or word(s). Although, world is empowered with this new caliber, even understand it’s maturity however sometimes we neglect it and let it down for destruction. Well, it’s clear that practice makes a man perfect and so the word works, it let you empowered with glossary of words and the art of writing impact fully.

You might be wondering why all of sudden I came out with such talks about writing and words, so, the thing is that couple of days ago, suddenly few surprising questions stopped my way and left me wondering why am I writing? However, that’s true that when things shoot at your ego, consciousness came and then you start realizing about the things genuinely. Well, the question was why people write? Are they going to get something from it? Is it a passion or importance? The question was interesting and calibrating because I am also looking for the answer since from ages. Well! I am not succeeded yet however I know some day I would have the answer of why I like writing? The questions put impact on my thoughts and left me searching for the reasons or answers. Although, I know happiness that comes after achieving a write-up is sudden, you don’t have to effort for it because it comes suddenly. Couple of days passed in searching and suddenly a night I felt a strange happiness after completing my recent write-up. It all was sudden however I realized that it was not excluded from outside because it was my own feeling that I might get after writing or achieving something magnificent.

I am penning down a thought for you,

I am getting a pleasing vibe of you,

I don’t know whether my words will go,

But, I know it’ll engrave on your heart though…

No matter, you find me, with my words or not,

My lines will yours forever,

Because I am getting a pleasing vibes of you,

Whenever I am penning down a thought of you…

I feel a strange happiness always whenever I try to communicate with or might try to write something and it’s all sudden. So, I am trying to rooting up the path of happiness with my words, emotions and desires; what about yours…?